Someone, Pinch Me.

Thats it. I dont wanna do this anymore. Every day for the past week, ive been looking for answers. I would find it. Once a day turned to twice a day. Twice a day turned to three a day. For a few minutes, id feel like im on top of the world. Then reality strikes. Id feel worse than before. I cant take the headaches. I feel like shit after every hit. Im starting to become someone i always thought id never be. But i know my limits. I know im above this. I'll try my hardest. Im not gonna say im quitting, cause i know there'll be temptations. But im gonna stay true to myself. And this, oh, its definitely not my kinda thanggg.